I lost my phone or misplaced it or something uhhhhhhhhhh oh well i guess
I miss Tiffany and kind of wish she was here making me go to bed right now
I wonder if i'm going to quit smoking uhhhhh
Ohh sometimes i forget how big of a fucking joke you are and i almost catch myself in the act of thanking you for reminding as often as i forget
Like you are embarrassing in every single light
And i hate that when i think about it i miss the euphoria of "my youth", and think about stupid things
like how the air felt and how pretty the sun looked before it set following nights of drinking and pretending and mostly pretending
you know, when i was more energetic and hilarious
and then i try to remember that it had absolutely nothing to do with you
and it had nothing to do with the ocean or being in between the mountains
If i could give you a pin i'd get you to deflate your fucking head, and the dirt you walk on
i just don't have the time to continue the indirect distaste for your role in anything
which in a sense has always been nothing
and i guess i just feel sorry for you
Happy new year!!!
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