prison queens

It was supposed to be 15 degrees today
IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE 15 DEGREES TODAY
i'm at a coffee shop using free internet, for the first time in a week. I'm looking out the window and i guess wind picked up or something cause i saw a sign blow over and hit a bike tied to a light post. Ughhh well, at least now i don't feel so shitty about working at 2.

Uh recap, shit i thought of so much to recap but i'm drawing a blank as per usual.
Actually, nothing much has happened, i mean obviously i moved in which was cool. ErrRer i turned 20 on tuesday, whaaatever i'm sure when i'm 30 i'll cry about wanting to be 20 again. I hate blogging in public cause i'ts really embarrassing i think kind of, i think blogging is kind of pretentious i guess lol but everyone does it, so whatever. Elephant in the room. Also i'm right next to a window and if i walked passed a window and saw someone on BLOGGER i would probably lol in my head and be like whaaat a douche probably writing about sad things or something, and they can't wait until their friends log on and read it and think "wow" haha how many people am i embarrassing right now!

Umm what elseee... i think i have really horrible PMS actually and it's hard to pinpoint if you do have it because when these bad things are happening to you, (irritability, moodiness, hot flashes, fatigue, malaise, tension in muscles, aching tits) your first thought isn't MY PERIOD MUST BE COMING. You actually don't even clue in until you show signs of improvement. Anyway, i woke up with tiffany at 9am cause she had to work and i woke up really easily, so the fatigue i think is wearing off actually which is probably the thing i hate theee most about it.

Oh another sign just blew over and all i can see is the decorative flags on the light posts blowing so fucking hard they may rip. Fuck offff wind, just for one fucking day, please? Please?

We've almost been at the house for 2 weeks now, cable and internet gets hooked up saturday. Tiffany is unhappy and i don't know why and i don't know what to do about it because i'm having a hard time relating. Faiths apartment is haunted. I'm sure i could be unhappy at the new place too if i thought enough about it, everyone could. but i don't want to, i don't want to think about anything but barbeques and the potential the weather has to warm up within the next few months. Maybe if we make it feel even more at home Tiffany won't be so sad all the time but i don't know how to handle that kind of thing i guess.

I should probably call the bus stop number pretty soon. I have to go to work early to buy some overprice black pants because i have a feeling if a wear my grey pants agaaaiin today someone is going to say something about it. Especially since i wear my green converse to work, which i'm also not suppose to do on top of that. But since they haaaven't said anything about it yet, i don't mind
actually buy the stupid pants. Oh except for i'm really short on money again and it's really stressing me out. Everytime i get paid (which isn't very much) it alllll needs to go towards somethign and then i'm broke for 2 weeks and it happens again. i don't even really make enough to be able to pay a whole months rent in one cheque if i wanted to. Which is also stressful. At least theres a good chance i'd get hired at lens crafters which actually seems like a good job.

I did dishes today. We have been really good at keeping the place clean actually. i was going to buy more paintings for the walls friday but i had less money than i thought and it looks like i can afford 100$ of rent and have maybe 50 bucks to last me until a week from today uggghh fuck you blogger for making me think of stressful things.

Anyways i should go to the fuucuUKing bus stop now

also we might get some guinea pigs that would be cool