apathetic

ummmm i woke up at 8am and various times after checking my phone to see if rachel was ready for the gym lol at one point i vaguely remember tiffany saying "fuck. this. i'm not going" and then me just saying "it's cause you overslept" without thinking and tiffany says "getting 8 hours of sleep?" and then i fell back asleep with my alarm on snooze for the next hour and a half STILL NO TEXT FROM RACHEL ugghh its probably the rain most likely. stooopppp itttt where the fuck is the sun at. anyway i got out of bed excited to eat back 2 nature cereals and take sick disgusting coconut oil. mmmmm i will be less fat in no time! i also reallly want to quit smoking because it actually just makes me feel nauseous and it used to only sometimes and now all the time so im just ready to stop, so just waitin on mom to bring over the chocolate ones!

im really excited for my 9 hour shift today..................................... last time guilt gets the best of me! i knew id regret this in the morning.... still wanna go to the gym though ill wake rachel up in approx half hour

i saw cyndi purchasing almond breeze yesterday and so i did too lol i remember rly liking it drinking it drunk at rachels old place.

hmmm what else is new ummm my tmj or whatever the fuck is going on is getting worrrssee i even wrote a yahoo answers question about it and got a pretty appalling answer this morning...

"You may have "Lockjaw" or a tetanus infection. You may have dislocated it as well. It sounds like its worse than TMJ. There are a number of things that could be going wrong for you. You need to see a doctor or come over to my place do shrooms and deep throat me so at least something will be popping other than your jaw...
Source(s):
General Knowledge"

ummm puke okay that ruined my entire fucking day oh my god.

one day this week cyndi is taking me to spy city so i can buy pepper spray because i attract psychos on the streets and ctrain and there is 2 black guys that always try to get in our building, but only when woman are opening the door like they followed me to the building and i luckily could find my key and shut the locked door fast enough before they could get in and then they tried to and pounded on the door while i was waiting for the elevator lol coooooooooooooooool so if they are not too expensive ill get one for rachel and tiffany too, cause apparently jack saw them last week and they hung around outside the building but didnt try to follow him in like ewwwwwww i fucking HATE men fdsjkfhsd ughgughguhguhgughugfudhufsdgughugh

okay but im trying to stay in a good mood NEVERMIND JUST NEVER MIND

my skin is like soooo smooth

and this blog is going no where lol usually there is soooome theme to these things but not today apparently okayhahayaayahay gonna go SWEAT IT OUT gonna go check my bank balance cause my entire gst cheque just went to organic food lol there's no winning

GET RICH OR DIE TRYING IS WHAT I ALWAYS SAY

okay catch you later guys