WHATS LOVE GOT TO DO WITH IT?

now all i'll get it 7 hours of sleep

i got to start getting farmilliar with transit all over again since i'm trying to be mildly responsible and save my money
that means not taking cabs everywhere i guess
20$ a day really starts to add up some how
at least the worst of winter is kind of almost over, maybe ill buy a bike and this shouldn't happen anymore.

i think i will smoke before bed (i should be sleeping already) and not buy another pack until thursday when i get paid
pack
ew i hate saying a PACK of cigarettes a PACK
thats like saying, lets go out for a SMOKE, hey paula, you got sum SMOKES?
this disgusting foul fat kid used to say that at school but no one else would talk to me so i said yeah i got some smokes

a cigaratte

yes i would love one!

why is everyone quitting smoking? there are more important things in life
like tanning and garage sales and cucumber slices for your baggy eye bags

the thought of quitting smoking makes me want to light 6 cigarettes and smoke them all at once
this is just my brain being stubborn
cause the best part of my life is that i actually hate every second of smoking
i hate the smell i hate how it makes me feel i hate how it hurts my throat i hate how it gives me little pains in my chest i hate how out of breath it makes me i hate how something is always inconveniently ruined or delayed or put off or interrupted by someone saying "who wants to go out for a smoke" ew they would probably say a smoke too and most of all i hate the lingering taste on my teeth!

so the biggest guffaw of all is that i still spend 11$ every 4-5 days buying these garbage oriented pieces of garbage packaged in a first layer of thin transluscent plastic (garbage) second layer of thin cardboard thin enough to cut you (garbage) third layer this silver paper that looks like tinfoils second cousin twice removed (garbage) and there lies our little friend, a tobacco stuffed tube filled with certain cancers and more garbage
yeppp natures Garbage Flambe, causing property damage and forest fires alike since 1923 ;)

seeing someone quit fills me with rage
NO GUYS I SMOKE, YOU SHOULD SMOKE TOO SO I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE POISONING MYSELF
like i should be happy and proud of my friends but it just makes me soooo mad
mostly probably cause no one is ever on board when PAULA wants to quit
when PAULA wants to quit its a stupid idea ALL HAIL THE NICOTEEEEN QUEEN
QUEEEEEEEEEN OF NICOTEEN THATS PAULA BIG FAT STUPID IDIOT UGLY SHITTY PIG PAULA

on a lighter note! my cat is being toilet trained, some pretty darling stuff!
i mostly can't wait until ill accidently walk in on him IM SO SORRY I DIDN'T KNOW! THE DOOR WAS OPENED SLIGHTLY
cause every body knows that no matter how hard they try, cats will never be able to open and close doors.
anyone who says other wise is a filthy liar.
and theres always SOMEONE.. "my cat can close doors! i remember..." SHUT UP
i don't care mostly because you're probably LYING

Lol i assume 80% of what everyone tells me is a lie
is that bad?
is this a problem?
im like oh cool but what really happened i wonder

This is why i hate writing blogs once i pop i just can't stop
*POP*

Good Night my cherabums! cherabutts
cheraassholes