Saturday, July 31, 2010

a starvin marvin called me

Hello,

this is just a quick blog to document my final days.
I will follow up tomorrow...

As i am in credit card and girlfriend debt, as well as 3 dollars short of rent and 4 dollars short for bus tickets,
i am finding it very hard to purchase vital and essential items to keep me alive:
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If cribs were to come to my house they would find 4 cats, garbage, dishes stacked to the roof, dirty litter boxes, and a fridge that contains rice milk, 1 chicken breast, and condiments, with a box of flax seed cereal quickly depleating on the counter and some green tea and vitamins
I mean i am POOR like officially dirt broke as shit poor, this is going to be the longest weeeek of my life not to mention that we can't afford toilet paper and have been using a roll of paper towel that is almost gone...

This is why i never want to take time off work eveeerrr again taking off ONE week made it nearrrrllly impossible to pay rent, minimal left overs to buy some semblance of groceries, and literally one night out. I can't even afford to pay my phone bill agaaain... so i am really happy! I am SURE they paid me wrong on top of the lack of hours i worked ..AS PER USUAL but whaaaaaaatever ughugguhgughgughugh this is awful what if my cats run out of food THENNN WHATTT i'll have to eat the weakest one i guess.

So i decided that when i get paid i am putting 200 to septembers rent and the rest towards my visa which wouldn't even pay it off lol... but then i can just use my visa for shit and that should make me careful with money cause i haaate using it i don't even want to KNOW what it's at right now ooh my god cutting it pretty close to maxing it out i'm SURE dsfghd9fasfsjfhdlkj

Also my diet is going okay which remind me i have to still go running really quick so i can take a nap before my treck to shitty asshole work because i slept for maybe 5 hours urgh i am starving lol this sucks because now if i lose weight it will only be water weight and as soon as i can afford food again my body will afford fat again and EWWW what a depressing thought!
Anyways tomorrow is 2 straight weeks of diet and exercise so far minimal results maybe i am just miserable because i am POOR POORPOORPOOR

anyways tyler sold me cool pattern tape for a dollar and i will go decorate my hunger away HARAHRAHAR just kidding i am not THAT hungry i mean i just had a disgusting bowl of flax seed bran baAAaarf okay well i got to go to my online banking now, and cash advance some money to my debit so i can pay rent lol what is it today the 30th? 31st? woops

okay see you guys later

love,
starvin marvin

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