Hello,
this is just a quick blog to document my final days.
I will follow up tomorrow...
As i am in credit card and girlfriend debt, as well as 3 dollars short of rent and 4 dollars short for bus tickets,
i am finding it very hard to purchase vital and essential items to keep me alive:
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If cribs were to come to my house they would find 4 cats, garbage, dishes stacked to the roof, dirty litter boxes, and a fridge that contains rice milk, 1 chicken breast, and condiments, with a box of flax seed cereal quickly depleating on the counter and some green tea and vitamins
I mean i am POOR like officially dirt broke as shit poor, this is going to be the longest weeeek of my life not to mention that we can't afford toilet paper and have been using a roll of paper towel that is almost gone...
This is why i never want to take time off work eveeerrr again taking off ONE week made it nearrrrllly impossible to pay rent, minimal left overs to buy some semblance of groceries, and literally one night out. I can't even afford to pay my phone bill agaaain... so i am really happy! I am SURE they paid me wrong on top of the lack of hours i worked ..AS PER USUAL but whaaaaaaatever ughugguhgughgughugh this is awful what if my cats run out of food THENNN WHATTT i'll have to eat the weakest one i guess.
So i decided that when i get paid i am putting 200 to septembers rent and the rest towards my visa which wouldn't even pay it off lol... but then i can just use my visa for shit and that should make me careful with money cause i haaate using it i don't even want to KNOW what it's at right now ooh my god cutting it pretty close to maxing it out i'm SURE dsfghd9fasfsjfhdlkj
Also my diet is going okay which remind me i have to still go running really quick so i can take a nap before my treck to shitty asshole work because i slept for maybe 5 hours urgh i am starving lol this sucks because now if i lose weight it will only be water weight and as soon as i can afford food again my body will afford fat again and EWWW what a depressing thought!
Anyways tomorrow is 2 straight weeks of diet and exercise so far minimal results maybe i am just miserable because i am POOR POORPOORPOOR
anyways tyler sold me cool pattern tape for a dollar and i will go decorate my hunger away HARAHRAHAR just kidding i am not THAT hungry i mean i just had a disgusting bowl of flax seed bran baAAaarf okay well i got to go to my online banking now, and cash advance some money to my debit so i can pay rent lol what is it today the 30th? 31st? woops
okay see you guys later
love,
starvin marvin
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Thursday, July 8, 2010
i still like blogger better
It seems like i only blog when i'm in PMS mode and want to kill kill die die
Roberts here for i dunno how long and hes probably sleeping and i unno if i can watch tv
right now i am in jacks room on his bed while he is sleeping and maybe i should go to bed but i hate my bedroom and there is cat piss and shit all over everything nothing is safe and this whoooole apartment feels less and less like a home.
Maybe the pain receptors in my ankle are just setting off RAGE signals
also "i hope youre embarrassed actually, i really dont care what you have to say get bent you are suuuuch a hypocrite never. everrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. again. i dont think i can pinpoint the moment it all just stoppe..." this probably wasn't supposed to still be in news feeds but there are something you jsut can't delete from good ol internets!
In sylvan lake i got too excited about bringing back pizza menus that i soome how twisted my ankle between a sidewalk and parking stall and fell in slow motion with the menus flying in the air and then i layed there in agony calling my brother to send help! i think that was my favorite part of the trip. actually maybe it was losing my wallet with my ID VISA DEBIT CARD and some other important/sentimental garbage i kept in there, along with receipts and notes. Ughhhh i really like the mosquito bites covering my entiiire body i always forget that mosquitos exist eveery year and then i am reminded.
Jk my real favorite part was Danielle saying "well i just talked to Vespa on the phone.." to the scary motel manager and Jessica saying "Danielle... her real name isn't Vespa..." and Danielle just bursting out laughing and oh man i wish i could relive that moment for evvver its one of those things that you will remember in your head one day walking alone and you will start to laugh out loud
I don't think i will go to work tomorrow because A) i can't walk and B) i don't feel like it, and maybe i will go to the doctors just to make suuure i didnt break anything although i probably didnt because i drink so much milk umm i am really excited for tomorrow actually cause Rachel and Rah are the funnest and we are going to watch the parade and get pancakes, they are just the kind of people that always want to do real fun and really appealing things and i love food (DUH>..) and festivities so actually maybe i will go to bed wake up early for coffee and laundry and stuff i should probably shower lol............................ but yeah
right now all i can smell is the concauction(sp?) i made for Jessica that tastes like soy sauce and molasses that i thought actually tasted pretty good, too bad the oil separated and it was just..... thick.
What a gross word, anyway i'm gonna see if tifffany wants to hanggggggg before bed but probably not cause i just recently sassed her and my guess is that she issss in bed and thats the worst.
Okay well merry JULY and stampede and i'm so sorry to anyone who has to take the c-trains south lollllllllllllll sux 2 b u, i know i know sucks to be you i know it's true
BYE
Roberts here for i dunno how long and hes probably sleeping and i unno if i can watch tv
right now i am in jacks room on his bed while he is sleeping and maybe i should go to bed but i hate my bedroom and there is cat piss and shit all over everything nothing is safe and this whoooole apartment feels less and less like a home.
Maybe the pain receptors in my ankle are just setting off RAGE signals
also "i hope youre embarrassed actually, i really dont care what you have to say get bent you are suuuuch a hypocrite never. everrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. again. i dont think i can pinpoint the moment it all just stoppe..." this probably wasn't supposed to still be in news feeds but there are something you jsut can't delete from good ol internets!
In sylvan lake i got too excited about bringing back pizza menus that i soome how twisted my ankle between a sidewalk and parking stall and fell in slow motion with the menus flying in the air and then i layed there in agony calling my brother to send help! i think that was my favorite part of the trip. actually maybe it was losing my wallet with my ID VISA DEBIT CARD and some other important/sentimental garbage i kept in there, along with receipts and notes. Ughhhh i really like the mosquito bites covering my entiiire body i always forget that mosquitos exist eveery year and then i am reminded.
Jk my real favorite part was Danielle saying "well i just talked to Vespa on the phone.." to the scary motel manager and Jessica saying "Danielle... her real name isn't Vespa..." and Danielle just bursting out laughing and oh man i wish i could relive that moment for evvver its one of those things that you will remember in your head one day walking alone and you will start to laugh out loud
I don't think i will go to work tomorrow because A) i can't walk and B) i don't feel like it, and maybe i will go to the doctors just to make suuure i didnt break anything although i probably didnt because i drink so much milk umm i am really excited for tomorrow actually cause Rachel and Rah are the funnest and we are going to watch the parade and get pancakes, they are just the kind of people that always want to do real fun and really appealing things and i love food (DUH>..) and festivities so actually maybe i will go to bed wake up early for coffee and laundry and stuff i should probably shower lol............................ but yeah
right now all i can smell is the concauction(sp?) i made for Jessica that tastes like soy sauce and molasses that i thought actually tasted pretty good, too bad the oil separated and it was just..... thick.
What a gross word, anyway i'm gonna see if tifffany wants to hanggggggg before bed but probably not cause i just recently sassed her and my guess is that she issss in bed and thats the worst.
Okay well merry JULY and stampede and i'm so sorry to anyone who has to take the c-trains south lollllllllllllll sux 2 b u, i know i know sucks to be you i know it's true
BYE
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